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Oh there are so MANY projects that I have going and have NEVER published. You cannot comprehend exactly the number of things I get into and JUST NEVER FINISH. Part of it is because I'm hesitant to publish things that I am not sure about the quality or acceptance of the item. I mean - although I might have had a specific goal in mind or use for that item that I THOUGHT would work out... sometimes the illustration, model, brush etc. just looks stupid or lame or whatever. You could also say that I'm probably being too hard on my work and use every opportunity to besmirch my own work in a unconscious bid to procrastinate that much longer. Also... there's my job (VFX Supervisor) and whatever freelance jobs I get here and there. It isn't easy to work on a computer ALL DAY LONG sometimes for more than 12 hours and then turn around and spend additional time on a computer. It's an excellent way to get fat, have back problems, burn out your carpal tunnels and become a Morlock. Soooo.... what